In order to be Infinite I must be In the finite. Living fully in this material world. Being comfortable with constant change and cycle of life and death. Something that is hard for my inner child to accept. I want to hold on to life soo bad! I want to be held by life, like a baby fresh from the womb. I now see that growing up is accepting these harsh realities.

Looking beyond that veil of good and evil I have come to see the necessity of this finite world inside of this infinite universe. Both realities sustain one another like two lovers. Both intrigued by the others polar ways turned on and honored to serve the other.

The only comfort zone I have found is in living on the edge of both. Being right there at the tip of the pen as it is written. Staring death and darkness in the face, with life and vitality all around me. Dancing the dance between heaven and earth.

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