The more great full I am the more grace full my day seems to go. It is an odd phenomenon in this age full of ungratefulness and self centered worry. I find myself slipping into this attitude type of worry doubt lack and limitation and like a battle I sit and close my eyes and meditate on how beautiful my life is and always has been. Even using the darkness as a tool for gratitude. When I look back on my life it seems to me that not one thing is out of place. Everything worked out up to this point. What am I worried about, or is it me thats even worried. I come from a conservative background, Ohio to be exact. The nature of a conservative mentality is bent on focusing on holding onto and conserving what little is had. I find this to be a catalyst for ungrateful and worrisome mentality. The battle between praise for life and complaining is being waged on all fronts and so far so good. My mind has stood strong and watched as these old patterns knock at the door of my awareness hoping to get my attention. I watch and learn, then fill in the blanks with action and thoughts that seem to set me right into the flow. It is good to be ungreat full becasue you learn how much it sucks to not be in grace. Amen

Tags: attitude, catalyst, Darkness, doubt, gratitude, mentality, odd phenomenon