Every since the Garden of eden we have been on the run from control.  We deep down inside are all afraid of commitment.  We are so aware of ourselves that we feel as if we are in total control.  When you really look at life on a Cosmic level you realize that we have always been under some form of control or another.  The people who do not believe in astrology are by far the most in denial.  You might as well not believe in the seasons.  I find myself not wanting to be dependent upon any one but myself, but that is a bunch of BS.

The truth is that we are supported by a planet, oxygen, bee’s, fruits, vegetables and many other forms of life.  The need to escape control is apart of that Me disease.  Now I have come to the realization of relaxation and I allow life to toss me around all while maintaining some sense of calm and joy for this amazing ride that I get to participate in.

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